Day 83 of #100DaysofHannah and #100DaystoOffload
Today I’ve been thinking a lot about commitment.
Namely, how much it scares me.
There’s a pretty significant part of me that’s afraid of committing to, well, anything.
Because I don’t know the future, and I hate making promises that I may not be able to (or want to) keep. As the ISTP that I am, I know all too well how my thoughts, feelings, and emotions may change at the drop of a hat, leaving me uncomfortable with situations and plans that I previously anticipated.
It has the ability to affect most every area of my life, but right now most of my non-commitment is centered around one topic: work.
Up until this point in my career, work was simple. I was told when to go, where to go, and what to do. And I really had no choice in the matter.
But now I do.
And that’s what scares me.
Because every path that I take is another path that I forego (or forgo. I’m not sure which spelling I like better..)
And the decision that seems right today may not be the best decision tomorrow.
So what do I do?
The same thing [I] do every day – try to take over the world!
(Question of the Day: What am I quoting?)
Which looks a whole lot like blogging and messing with music.
Challenge of the Day: Make ice cream.
Song of the Day: Abide with Me