Day 126: Unchanging

Happy Thursday and Day 126 of Another 100 Days of Hannah …and Counting, y’all!
Guys, I don’t really want to go to work today.
And by, ‘I don’t really want to go to work today’, I mean, I don’t really want to go to work at all.  Probably because I’m just sort of frustrated.  With… most everything.
I’m frustrated with facilities that don’t take care of their patients. I’m frustrated with facilities that won’t contact me.  I’m frustrated with insurances that have ridiculous rules on how to treat patients that dictate reimbursements.
I’m just… frustrated.
And on days like these, it’s admittedly really hard to trust that God’s in control.  And that He truly, genuinely cares – not just about me, but about all of my patients too.  And that He loves us and wants what’s best for us.  And that He can make good come out of crappy situations.
But, thankfully, how I feel doesn’t change the reality of God.  It doesn’t change His power.  It doesn’t change His wisdom.  It doesn’t change His goodness or love.
Thank God (literally) for that.
Catch y’all tomorrow,

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